I am sooooooooooooo down...............................I KNOW there are so many SO MUCH WORSE OFF than me and that I shouldn't moan BUT....................I AM IN SOOOOOOOOOO MCH PAIN :-(
I can't do ANYTHING..............sit, lay down, go out, sleep, bathe, use the toilet......... the pain is extreme, beyond belief and is wearing me down..............I have now noticed that I myself am sinking in the depression of it which is NOT a good thing. The evenings bring some relief as I have an intermuscular pain relief injection late afternoon, but whilst its amazing, it still doesn't get me through the night and then I am awake crying through the pain at 2-3am even WITH sleeping tablets, Arcoxia and Lexotine to help me further (all they do in fact is give you nausea in to the bargain) The Specialist has said the next step will be as an in patient with Morphine (I can't have that outside as its a controlled drug) but I really don't want to do that.
Sorry to keep complaining, shows what kind of person I am I guess..............................
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